Monday Thoughts

I am so tired, the weekend was so much fun and so needed. Lots of plans this week which makes me very excited. Minus having to job shadow at the jail Friday MORNING.
Not sure if it is Saturday or sadly, Monday :( Gah. The anxiety.
That is all.

Is it the Weekend Yet....

I only put that for him <3



So about summer classes....ugh. Breaks my heart when my beautiful people are at Teddy Bear cove doing a bonfire and i'm doing homework :( Only six weeks...I figure once i finish the independent class, i can go to Reggae night again ;)

Sigh.

I want the weekend. I want the other things too.

Late Night...

I regret not seeing what was always there. The years. I knew what was supposed to be where. I hope that makes it better.

Circa '05 :)

Summer is now currently being postponed. For six weeks at least. I start on Tuesday, classes are Mon-Fri from 10-3:30. Luckily i have breaks between them and my loves will be at the rec to keep me company. It's weird that this is my last quarter. I'm walking at graduation with Eric. My whole family is coming up for it, so it should be a good time.

House hunting is coming along. I have a few picked out i was going to call on tomorrow. I would love north campus this time.

Sigh

Getting rid of the Tiffany's necklace was the best thing i have ever done, actually, one of the many great things i have done over the last few months :)

Saturday Morning

What a week, to say the least. I don't even remember Monday. I am exhausted though. I suppose it is good then that classes start Tuesday, it will force me to take a break, or at least hold out on adventures until the weekends. Nonetheless, reggae night will continue to be a must.

If i jinx myself...

It's late.

Love the Tiffany's ring too.

2 miles tomorrow.

Been a While

I got an A- in my capstone. I couldn't believe it. We had dinner tonight at the professor's house which turned out to be a lot of fun. I'm glad the quarter is over and i did well. Classes start next Tuesday, then graduation is only 6 weeks away :) Scary.

What was left in the box was inappropriate, to say the least. It is gone now. As it should.

Seattle trip tomorrow with mama to Tiffany's and to Nordstroms, i cannot wait :) Then a party at the apartment, first one in so long :)

Autum's bachelorette party is Friday which will be a ton of fun too. I love having girlfriends, i haven't had them in years. It is wonderful :)

As for other things, holding my breath? They have been good :) Shy, blushing involved. *Sigh*

Sunday Morning

:)
Thursday night turned out to be a girls/movie/Indiana Jones marathon night. Which was okay by me. After that, i went downtown and met up with people at the Up. Once again, i saw so many people i hadn't seen in a long time, i love that. It was a good night :)

The Rec BBQ on Friday was amazing. The weather was perfect, the view was amazing, it was so much fun. Can we please do that every weekend?

Also, i won the bet on the Belmont Stakes on Saturday, meaning today at 6, i got everyone free drinks at Bob's :) I am looking forward to that very much.

I gave my senior thesis presentation last Wednesday in front of the soc. department. It's done. It went well. I cannot believe this quarter (at least capstone) is done. I did it. And i did it under the worst circumstances imagined. Not only did 34 pages get done, i did it under conditions i never thought i could have. There was a point there i wanted to just give up, but Eric at least wouldn't let me. I have a final now on Tuesday and Wednesday, both of which i feel good about. Then a week and a half break until summer classes start. Which!!! Turns out, a ton of my soc. friends are graduating summer as well!! I am so excited :) I can't believe i am basically done. It will feel amazing. I look back on college and each year at least had some major emotional crisis, and each time i got through it. This last one topped them i think, but i honestly never thought i would come out of it this happy and this much better. For the first time in a very long time i feel like me, all of me. My lady said i look and act differently, in a better way. Everyone has noticed something. It's so weird. I love it. I find myself smiling more often than i have.

:)

Mid Thursday Thoughts

Last night was so much fun. I met Abby, Autumn, Sarah, and Zoe at Stanello's for bar nachos and fabulous drinks, which were beyond good. Then we went to Reggae night and got in for free. I ran into so many people last night too :) Everyone had such nice things to say, which still makes me uncomfortable and blush. Ran around downtown for a while and then we ended at the Up.

Tonight is 80's night and i have been waiting alll weeeeek.

Too bad the weather is crappy. We're supposed to BBQ tomorrow :( Hopefully, it clears up.

I'm happy.

I'm happy. Because i don't want what i thought i wanted. And for once, i'm free :)

I want beauty.
I want the unique.
I want to know i did not mess everything up.
I want what was always there.

If you want to know ask.

Thanks to those who gave a shit.