It's hard to believe it's already a good part through May. I remember last May, meeting all the girls, starting to go out, and meeting my person for the first time. It has been an amazing year.
I am so so sleepy right now and it's hard to keep my eyes on my laptop, but I just really wanted to write everything.
I am so excited for the future and terrified at the same time. The hardest part for me is to let go of those fears I have, because they can paralyze me and I do not want my life to pass me by while I am being afraid. I have nothing to be afraid of. I have the most supportive wonderful friends, amazing parents who are always there for me in every way possible, even a little too much sometimes, and the most amazing boyfriend I could ever ever imagine, who I love more and more with everyday and am so excited for all our future adventures, and by future I mean starting like tomorrow, everyday :)
So I ask myself to let go. Just let go. Sometimes I feel like I have a death grip on life to try to hold it in place. Let go.
We are a bunch of nerds :)
