Saturday, July 25, 2009
Monday, July 06, 2009
Who Am I Today?
I liked hers so I will follow suit.
I love the idea of things more than themselves. I can fall into a movie and become lost in it. I fantasize about moving to Europe, living in a small, cozy, unique, little apartment and working at a cafe long hours and making relationships with people who come in each day. I glamorize things I shouldn't. I love playing a good video game, mainly first person shooters. I love the smell of coffee shops more than any smell in the world. I miss riding more than life itself. I will gain my entire being back if it's the last thing I do. I day dream about life and what it has in store. I love and am terrified of not knowing the future. I dream of graduate school , or maybe just the campus feeling. If I could light my entire apartment with just candles all the time I would. I love candlelight. My second favorite smell is fall, pumpkin, and spices. The holidays make me weepy. I want to love my body. I want to see me the way Travis sees me. I hate when I am short with people. I want to live in New York at some point. I have a banana every single day, it feels weird if I don't. I love bulk candy aisles and the options they have it blows my mind. I love nuts and could probably live off them, along with appetizers. I love a good drink probably too much. I like making people happy with food. I love being a hostess too, I can't wait to do it more often in our house. I like making people feel comfortable and wanted if they come visit. I have the most incredible, loving, sexy boyfriend I could imagine, I do not know how I lucked out, but am so grateful we found each other, he's my rock. I love my girlfriends, I want them to have happy great lives. I love Mondays playing D&D, I look forward to it each week. I think it's important to always have something to look forward too. I also think it's very important to have flowers in your house, I have sunflowers right now. I think life is beautiful and this silly disease is leaving me so I can see that more clearly now. I am my own worst enemy, I am the harshest on myself and it is important to remind myself to be kind to me, to love me, to embrace me, to cherish my body and understand it is the only one I get and to love it, every imperfection, flaw, and uncomfortable feeling that comes along, to be there for me.
I love the idea of things more than themselves. I can fall into a movie and become lost in it. I fantasize about moving to Europe, living in a small, cozy, unique, little apartment and working at a cafe long hours and making relationships with people who come in each day. I glamorize things I shouldn't. I love playing a good video game, mainly first person shooters. I love the smell of coffee shops more than any smell in the world. I miss riding more than life itself. I will gain my entire being back if it's the last thing I do. I day dream about life and what it has in store. I love and am terrified of not knowing the future. I dream of graduate school , or maybe just the campus feeling. If I could light my entire apartment with just candles all the time I would. I love candlelight. My second favorite smell is fall, pumpkin, and spices. The holidays make me weepy. I want to love my body. I want to see me the way Travis sees me. I hate when I am short with people. I want to live in New York at some point. I have a banana every single day, it feels weird if I don't. I love bulk candy aisles and the options they have it blows my mind. I love nuts and could probably live off them, along with appetizers. I love a good drink probably too much. I like making people happy with food. I love being a hostess too, I can't wait to do it more often in our house. I like making people feel comfortable and wanted if they come visit. I have the most incredible, loving, sexy boyfriend I could imagine, I do not know how I lucked out, but am so grateful we found each other, he's my rock. I love my girlfriends, I want them to have happy great lives. I love Mondays playing D&D, I look forward to it each week. I think it's important to always have something to look forward too. I also think it's very important to have flowers in your house, I have sunflowers right now. I think life is beautiful and this silly disease is leaving me so I can see that more clearly now. I am my own worst enemy, I am the harshest on myself and it is important to remind myself to be kind to me, to love me, to embrace me, to cherish my body and understand it is the only one I get and to love it, every imperfection, flaw, and uncomfortable feeling that comes along, to be there for me.
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