Thoughts

I have learned a lot about myself in the past few weeks.

I have learned that I am capable of hurting the person I love more than anything in the world.

I've learned that I can't disregard my needs or feelings. I can't let myself slip into behaviors that I had in the past. Because they slowly eat away at the good.

Things I want
*To be in a relationship with Travis
*To communicate with him no matter what about anything
*To recognize when I'm anxious and talk about it
*To move to Portland with him and Oliver
*To let myself be vulnerable with him
*To help him let himself be vulnerable with me